This and that – but mostly it’s MYATB stuff

RL is so annoying lately – a lot of tiny problems that tire me so much. Do I really have to deal with a shower head that stopped working and a leaky toilet at the same time, life, really? Add a few problems with my new phone, too. Urgh... I consider myself lucky that I fell in love with Meet You At The Blossom so hard. At least I have this cute, funny, angsty, emotional and pretty drama to help me unwind. You bet I’m in the middle of another re-watch. 😊

And good news is that I finished the 1st draft of my first Huaien/Xiaobao fic. Yay! Now it’s needs some editing (but not that much, it’s nothing complicated, just 2000 words of porn with feelings 😊), and it will be ready to send for beta-reading.


And I have fanworks recs. Three fanvids first, all Huaien/Xiaobao:

Love Me Wrong

Hold On

Love Won't Let Me Leave


And now a fic – it’s this one threesome fic I really liked:

hurt me tenderly (soothe me roughly) (38422 words) by Anonymous
Chapters: 4/4
Fandom: 花开有时颓靡无声 | Meet You at the Blossom (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings
Relationships: Jin Xiaobao/Zongzheng Huai'en, Jin Xiaobao/Su Yin, Jin Xiaobao/Su Yin/Zongzheng Huai'en, Su Yin/Zongzheng Shaoyu (one sided), Jinbao/Que Siming
Characters: Jin Xiaobao, Su Yin (Meet You at the Blossom), Zongzheng Huai'en, Zongzheng Shaoyu, Que Siming, Jinbao (Meet You at the Blossom), Zhaocai (Meet You at the Blossom), Prince Shen, assorted ensemble
Additional Tags: Threesome, is it a threesome if two of the guys never really touch?, Angst, Seemingly unrequited love, su yin is going through it, no one communicates. everyone believes sex will fix their problems, established xiaobao/huaien, Aphrodisiacs, and the dubcon that that implies (but they're into it), updated to now be plot with porn, Get Together, Fuck Or Die, attempted murder (fuck or die), gratuitous descriptions of qi, Angst with a Happy Ending, is it slow burn if they fuck in the first chapter and keep fucking all the way through?, Post-Canon
Summary: The post canon ot3 get together with imperial politics and plots, aphrodisiacs, attempted murder, and a lot of angst filled fucking


And not MYATB stuff is about two upcoming Japanese BL dramas I’m interested in.

The first one is the Japanese version of Love In The Air with Naguma Shomo as one of the leads. I loved Naguma Shomo as Kazuma in At 25:00 In Akasaka, he’s hot and charismatic, so on the one hand I would love to watch this drama. On the other hand it’s Mame, and Mame’s id is like my anti id, so I don’t know. But on the third hand Japan is really good at making stuff with problematic tropes in a way more aligned with my id, so who knows I might even like a Japanese version of Mame. 😊

The other drama is Love Is Like A Poison. It’s about Ryoma, an elite lawyer, and Haruto, a brilliant con artist, who becomes business partners and start living together. It premieres in Japan in September. Here is mydramalist page for this drama.

Actors look good together and the summary sounds like my thing. I really hope it will get the international release, too. And if not then let’s hope that some kind fan will make fansubs.


Oh, one more thing – Guardian Wishlist fest started posting wishlists. Woohoo! I have to sit down one day and take a look at them. Maybe something will spark joy and summon a plot bunny or two. I miss writing Guardian fics. 😊