maggie33: (infanta margerita 3)
Friday, September 8th, 2023 08:45 pm
Dangerous Romance episode 4

Aww, that was so adorable (mostly). I made a lot of aww noises during this episode.

Spoilers here.We entered the pining stage in our main relationship and there was a lot of it. They are both pining hard, and I think Sailom is aware that he’s pining. Kang not so much. And the secondary couple is a classic antagonists-to-lovers romance, and I like them already, too.

And Kang’s grandma is the best. And now Sailom is living at Kang’s house, too.

I wonder if a brief detour into a dark “Sailom has to work as an escort to pay his family’s debts” plotline is over now that Sailom is Kang’s teacher again. I wouldn’t mind if it was. I need my fluff and cuteness, and only angst I want is the “oblivious teenage boys pining for each other” angst.

Also I really want Sailom’s brother and ruthless, but really hot, gangster boss to be the third couple. Please make it so, show. 😊


The official trailer for Kim Nam Gil’s new drama Song of the Bandits. It will air on Netflix, and I can’t wait. It looks good.


Two lovely fanvids:

Endlessly yours – Palm/Nueng, Never Let Me Go

When You Look Me In The Eyes - Cher/Gun, A Boss And A Babe


Hania Rani’s music – she’s a young and very talented Polish pianist and composer, and her music is beautiful. I discovered her a few days ago and I’m listening to her music basically non-stop when I’m not reading or watching dramas. Here is the youtube link to my favorite album - Esja


This gifset of Top/Mew scene from episode 4 of Only Friends (NSFW). And tomorrow is again Only Friends day, so in less than 24 hours I will be able to indulge in my current obsession. 😊


And I bookmarked eight Guardian wishlists. There’s no chance of me writing 8 fics, but I hope I’ll manage at least one. 😊
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 1)
Tuesday, September 5th, 2023 07:20 pm
A lot is happening in real life. Some of it good (I think), some of it not so much. So I obsess over Only Friends to cope. Sometimes I watch other dramas, too. 😉


Naughty Babe episode 1

I just love that the drama basically said: “yeah, so like it’s 2024 here, and same-sex marriages are totally legal now, so there, take that Thai government.” LOL

My general impression after that 1st episode - it’s very pretty, very OTT, but also very entertaining.


A bit more with spoilers behind the cut.Again, as with Cutie Pie, everything would be solved if our couple actually talked to each other honestly. But then we wouldn’t have the show. 😊

There was a bit too much cringy humor for me, so I had to fast-forward a few times. But I love Yi and Kon Diao a lot, and I’m so ready for all the drama and ridiculousness and fluff and kissing, and the inevitable happy ending. It will be so much fun.

And I love Yi’s dad. Don’t let him be the bad guy who tampered with the brakes in Kon Diao’s car. I don’t think it’s him, but everything can happen in this show. 😉


The Jungle episode 13

For the episode called “Hunter” there wasn’t much Hunter in this episode. I was hoping for Hunter’s backstory and not more of Pine’s doomed romance. I’m disappointed. Let’s hope today’s episode will be better.


Dangerous Romance episode 3


Minor spoilers here.I guess we’re done with bullying subplot. And on one hand I’m glad, because it was hard to watch, but on the other hand – for me it feels like they’re glossing over it now. I really hope Kang will take responsibility and apologize. At least to Auto, and preferably to other students he bullied, too.

I only saw it done like that only once in The Uncanny Counter – where the bully was shown to apologize sincerely not just to the main character, but to all the other students he bullied. It was great and I loved it, and I wish we could see more of that in other shows.

But apart from that one complaint I like this drama – Chimon and Perth are both good, their chemistry is great and we already had kissing because of a very flimsy excuse, and of course they both pretend they didn’t like it. 😊 I’m looking forward to the next episode on Friday.


My Dearest

I watched the first two episodes. It’s very good and my beloved Nam Goong Min is fantastic as aways. But I’m kinda dreading watching more because I know that this drama will break my heart. Those two episodes were pretty fluffy and funny and sweet, but the angst is coming, and I’m absolutely not ready for that.

Also they do this thing here when they split the drama into two parts. The first ten episodes aired already, and now there will be a break, and the second part (also with ten episodes) will start airing in October. So I don’t know, maybe I’ll wait until the second part is done and watch all of it then. We’ll see.
maggie33: (only friends 1)
Saturday, September 2nd, 2023 07:20 pm
Look at that – I was able to write a coherent reaction post right after watching the episode. 😉 I will probably have more thoughts tomorrow after a re-watch, but for now I’m posting this and then I’m going to watch the 1st episode of Naughty Babe. I hope it will be good, and then I will have two dramas to watch on Saturdays.


As always spoilers behind the cut.Ha, I knew Beam was Top’s drug dealer, and not just a hookup.

But wow, they are all horrible people. Well, ok, not all of them, just Boston, Nick, and Ray for now. Boston is a sexual predator, Nick is an unhinged stalker, and Ray is so broken and self-destructive, true, but he’s also a rich asshole used to throwing money at people without caring about anyone’s feelings. Ok, Top is horrible, too, I know, just surprisingly IMO not on the level of those three. I don’t know, maybe it’s my Force bias showing, and that’s why I’m willing to judge Top less harshly than Boston, Nick and Ray. 😊

I guess Chuem is one good person amongst them. Since I’m pretty sure that Sand and Mew will show their asshole side, too, soon.

And as expected we find out that Top hooked up with Sand’s boyfriend (was there cheating involved, I wonder). I was hoping we’d see a flashback about Sand’s ex this episode, but we haven’t yet. But please, please, let it be Mix. There was a rumor that he was spotted on set.

And seriously – Khao looked ethereally beautiful again, and ahhh, his puppy dog eyes... Damn, who could resist him. Even Chuem couldn’t. 😉
maggie33: (only friends 1)
Monday, August 28th, 2023 07:30 pm

Read more with a lot of spoilers.No more poor Mew from me, since it seems Mew absolutely knows what he’s doing. And he seems to like stringing guys along, I think. Isn’t he doing with Top exactly what he said in the last episode? “I’d like to know how long he stays around if I don’t agree to sleep with him.”

There was also Top and Ray having a dick-measuring contest over Mew. And both of them falling way too easily for Boston’s manipulation. Mew doesn’t seem to enjoy all this posturing much, but he also doesn’t really try to stop it. And he lets Top be all possessive and grab him by the wrist and drag him away even though just minutes ago he wanted to stay with his friends and help to clean after the party.

But because I don’t think that Mew is sweet, innocent and naïve, it doesn’t mean that I think he’s some kind of devious mastermind always one step ahead of everybody else. He’s just a complicated person, like everybody in this drama and I love that. He knows that Ray has feelings for him and he won’t be able to reciprocate those feelings, and I think he genuinely wants Ray to move on and find someone else. That’s why he pushed him into Sand’s direction. But I think he’s also used to Ray always being there for him, ready to come running whenever Mew calls. And he probably likes it a little bit, too.

Now I’m wondering about what exactly happened between Ray and Mew? Was it just kissing? Were they both drunk? I guess we’ll find out in the next episode based on the preview.

And was that random guy at the disco Top’s drug dealer? He really seemed like something more than just a past hookup. He said: “I take care of you well in an out of bed.” And that shot from the trailer of a pill bottle and scattered pills seemed meaningful to me. So I wonder – is Top an addict?

Top at first is presented as this hot, rich, confident guy who always gets what he wants. “When I take aim, I never miss” and stuff like that. And yet, Mew and Boston both easily do whatever they want with him. He seems very insecure under his smug playboy persona.

And yes, poor Nick, still, but also – is this his villain origin story? 😉 He looks very obsessed with Boston, in a stalkery way. He snooped though Boston’s phone before, and now he bugged Boston’s car. And I’m sure he has the recording, and he will use it in the future.

And Khao looked exceptionally beautiful in this episode. And his puppy dog eyes are a lethal weapon. No wonder Sand can’t say no to Ray. 😊

And let me say it again – Force and Neo look so hot together. I wouldn’t mind more of that, show, please and thank you. 😊
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 2)
Saturday, August 26th, 2023 06:35 pm
Dangerous Romance ep 2

A short reaction with minor spoilers below. And the drama gets its own tag, because I’m invested now and I will be watching every week. 😊


Read moreKang is obsessed with making Sailom kneel at his feet. I don’t think he realizes why. 😉

They came very close to making Kang unredeemable to me, he was awful in this episode. But the last scene kinda pulled me back into rooting for Kang’s redemption. And Kang’s grandma is the best and I love her.


Only Friends ep 3

This show, God damn it, this show… It’s so messy and I love it.

Proper reaction coming tomorrow after a re-watch, and for now in short my emotional journey through this episode: poor Nick... Ray, no... poor Sand... Top, no... damn it, Boston... 😊


One more thing:

Jeff Satur - Dum Dum (Unchained Live Version)

Can I say damn again? Because damn, Jeff... ♥ ♥ ♥
maggie33: (infanta margerita 2)
Wednesday, August 23rd, 2023 07:20 pm
I posted two fics this month. One is my super self-indulgent Big Dragon mafia AU and the longest fic I’ve ever written. And the second is a treat for Battleship. Someone requested my favorite brothers from Vincenzo, so of course I had to write them a fic. 😊

Love the way that you light me on fire (21275 words)
Fandom: มังกรกินใหญ่ | Big Dragon the Series (TV)
Rating: Explicit
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Mangkorn Akira Chitsanupongkul/Yai Alangkan Singhawatthanachok
Characters: Yai Alangkan Singhawatthanachok, Mangkorn Akira Chitsanupongkul, Ying (Big Dragon)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Mob, Hurt/Comfort, Kidnapping, Getting Together, Mutual Pining While Fucking, Light Dom/sub, Some Plot, A Lot Of Kissing And Sex, Desk Sex, Phone Sex, Car Sex, Coming Untouched, Anal Fingering, Anal Sex, Sex Toys
Summary:

According to Yai, being the second child of Barom Singhawatthanachok the boss of one of the less important crime families in Bangkok had a lot of perks. Yai liked his life. It was fun. At least until Mangkorn Akira Chitsanupongkul came back to Thailand after spending a year abroad. Mangkorn, who was the only son of the boss of the biggest and most feared mafia clan. Mangkorn, who was a constant thorn in Yai’s side. Yai hated his guts. He hated that stupid Mangkorn with his broad shoulders and his sexy smirk on his handsome face. And his large, toned and unfairly alluring body. His... other things were probably large, too.

Because yeah, Yai hated Mangkorn. He also really, really wanted to get fucked by Mangkorn. To get fucked hard and deep until he forgot his own name. He had an inkling Mangkorn would be good at this type of fucking.



Mine (1538 words)
Fandom: 빈센조 | Vincenzo (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Jang Han Seo/Jang Joon Woo | Jang Han Seok
Characters: Jang Joon Woo | Jang Han Seok, Jang Han Seo
Additional Tags: Dubious Consent, Forced Soulbond, Possessive Behavior, Smut
Summary:

Han Seok later couldn’t recall what exactly happened. He just knew that one moment he stood there looking at Han Seo, and the next he staggered as his hand shook, the globe falling down and rolling somewhere. He realized Han Seo’s fingers were now gripping the wrist of his hand tightly. Han Seok looked at his brother. Han Seo’s beautiful eyes were wide open, myriad emotions in them, and his lips were trembling.

‘Hyung,’ Han Seok heard. No, not heard. It was as if the word appeared in his mind, not even a word, more of a feeling, the wave of emotions so strong it left him gasping for breath. Hyung-scared-fear-shelter-want-don’t-want-please.



And now let’s talk about dramas.

The Jungle episodes 9-10

That was pretty good and very entertaining.

Read more with spoilers.So we will have the next two episodes dedicated to Pine and his love interest. And then there will be still four more episodes left. I’ve read somewhere that after all those episodes exploring all the couples backstories the episodes after that will be about the plot concerning all of them. I really hope that it means that we will find out what Hunter deal is. I mean, they all have animal nicknames and he’s called Hunter. And that short talk with Hack in episode 10 only wetted by appetite for more about Hunter.

Hack: What do you want? You know everything here. You see everything that happens here. Sometimes you show support. Sometimes, you hinder it. What do you want?

Yes, Hunter please tell us what do you want. I wanna know so bad. 😊

And I was sure that I wouldn’t be interested in Nathee’s backstory, since I found him kinda boring so far. But I loved these episodes. Mostly because his love interest Florence is a delight. She’s honest and playful, and bold. She knows what she wants and she goes straight for it. I’ve only seen the actress as Torfun in The Tale of Thousand Stars, and she was good and I liked her. But she’s so great here.

There is a scene when a drunk unhinged guy starts to wave his knife around and tries to take Florence hostage, and she just deals with him swiftly (by elbowing the guy in the gut, and throwing him over her shoulder) without waiting for Nathee and Hunter to rescue her. And later Nathee is the one who’s good with the needle, and he saws her ripped dress.

And like I said Nathee wasn’t that interesting to me when we just saw his sexy playboy persona, but during the day he’s just a IT nerd, who’s all soft and unassuming, and he sleeps on the job whenever he can. It’s so cute. And he’s clearly so smitten with Florence, but pretends not to be. And she’s definitely a pursuer in that relationship. And I’m charmed and cheering for them to be happy together forever. 😊

And at first I wasn’t that interested in Hack/Irin, although actors have nice chemistry and they do look hot together. But it’s so tragic and messed up with Irin still hung up on Pine despite him rejecting her over and over again, and then her using Hack for meaningless sex without regard for his feelings. And Hack trying so desperately to resist falling for her, because he knows it’s hopeless. And somehow all that melodramatic angst got me invested. 😊


My Dearest with my beloved Nam Goong Min is getting a lot of buzz, but I decided to wait for all the episodes to air before watching. Because it sounds very angsty and serious, and I’m not in the right headspace for serious angst right now.

But I think I’ll try Behind Your Touch next. It’s on Netflix here and I dismissed it before because its premise made me cringe. It’s about a kind veterinarian, who works in a peaceful rural village, and who starts working with a detective to solve a serial murder case. She possesses a special psychometry superpower – when she touches the butt of a person or animal, she is able to see into their past. It sounds so off-putting to me and like an excuse for a lot of crude jokes. But the reviews of the first few episodes all say that it’s surprisingly good and funny despite the weird premise. So, who knows, it might be a great drama to watch in the evenings when one is tired after work.
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 3)
Sunday, August 20th, 2023 09:30 am
It’s still too hot here. But yesterday was Only Friends day, and I have a lot of other dramas to watch, too. 😊

Heartbeat episodes 15-16

Well, that was disappointing. I feel like the drama promised me one thing and then delivered something completely opposite. I really enjoyed the first ten episodes and then it went downhill all the way to the end. Let me quote Dramabeans’s review of the last two episodes, because this is exactly what I think, too.

What initially started out as an innovative romp eventually devolved into a predictable trudge weighed down by its un-subverted tropes. It had the potential to craft innovative solutions for its mystical problems, but instead we got glossed-over plot threads and cliché scripts.

Spoilers behind the cut.

I wanted them to work together to find a solution to the problem. Not just In Hae and Woo Hyeol, but Woo Hyeol’s little gang, too. I was convinced that what the plot in the second half of the drama would be. Instead everyone just passively accept that Woo Hyeol is going to die soon. And we got In Hae being the reincarnation of Woo Hyeol’s first love after all, so the trope I don’t like and I really believed the drama would subvert. And then we got Woo Hyeol sacrificing himself nobly, which I actually started to suspect they would do based on the grimness of the last five episodes, but still hoped I would be wrong about that. And this is the trope that I do like, just not in a cheerful, fluffy and funny rom-com, which was exactly what Heartbeat presented itself as for the first ten episodes.


I Feel You Linger in the Air episode 1

It’s about Jom, who’s an architect, and who’s waiting for his boyfriend to return from his studies abroad after two years they spent apart. But then he finds out that his boyfriend cheated on him. Heartbroken Jom gets drunk and has an accident as he runs his car into the river. He loses consciousness as he almost drowns, but then he wakes up in 1920s Chiang Mai.

As you see this BL drama has time travel, so of course I had to check it out. And it’s ok, I guess. Nothing special for now, but interesting enough that I want to watch at least the next episode.


Dangerous Romance episode 1

Chimon is great. I already like his character Sailom a lot. But Kang is a much harder sell for me. Perth is very pretty, but his character is just an ordinary rich and arrogant school bully. And that kind of character is super boring to me, even with hidden vulnerability and daddy issues. But I’m willing to give this drama a chance, because of Sailom. He’s smart, resourceful and he doesn’t let Kang walk all over him. And that’s a big plus in my book. And yes, another reason is that I want to have something to watch on Friday evenings when I’m waiting impatiently for Saturday and the next episode of Only Friends. 😊


Only Friends episode 2

That was again wonderful and I loved it so much.

Read more with spoilers.

Nick is already so into Boston. And Boston will break his heart into tiny little pieces.

And Sand’s heart melted after one look from Ray’s sad, seductive pretty eyes. Well, fine, my heart did, too. Khao absolutely sold Ray to me in this episode. Now I’m invested and want him to be happy, ok? 😊

And everything about Top and Mew makes me vibrate with excitement. Of course Top has childhood trauma. I mean, if that story he tells Mew is true. I think it’s true, but I can’t help but be a little suspicious anyway. And poor, poor Mew with his checklist... For now he has Top wrapped around his little finger. He thinks he’s in control. He’s convinced that he is Top’s weakness. But he will have rude awakening very soon.

And I am a big ForceBook fan, but Force and Neo are so hot together, damn... And since Top and Boston’s first time was in a photo booth, so that scene in the car from the trailer is definitely from the future, and will probably happen in the next episode.

And we finally met Chuem’s girlfriend April. She’s cool, and they look adorable together. Although Chuem’s part in the drama for now seems to be an enthusiastic Top/Mew shipper, and nothing else. I hope it will change soon and Chuem and April will get their own subplot.
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 2)
Tuesday, August 15th, 2023 08:50 pm
Another heatwave is upon us. *sigh* Luckily it’s national holiday here today so I didn’t have to go to work. And I could spend the day drinking a lot of water, napping, and in between napping re-watching the 1st episode of Only Friends and watching the 7th episode of The Jungle. I still have the 8th episode of The Jungle and two last episodes of Heartbreak to watch. But I don’t want to watch any of those, I want to start re-watching Cutie Pie. Because the official trailer for Naughty Babe aired today.

You can watch it here.

I didn’t like the first concept trailer that they presented last year, but I like this one a lot and I’m so excited for this drama. I loved Yi/Kon Diao more than Lian/Kuea in Cutie Pie, so I’m very happy to have a drama where they are the main couple. It starts airing on September the 2nd.

And here have one more trailer - Dangerous Romance (romantic version). I’m even more intrigued, and will be watching the 1st episode on Friday for sure.

Also I dropped the 2nd season of Uncanny Counter after the 5th episode. It bored me. But that’s fine – my to watch list is too long as it is, and it’s always a struggle to decide what to start watching next. 😊
maggie33: (only friends 1)
Sunday, August 13th, 2023 01:20 pm
I thought about making a post yesterday, but decided against it, because it would only end in incoherent screaming and squee. 😉 Because I love everything about it. I had very high expectations for this drama and the 1st episode exceeded all of them.

But it’s one episode a week. I forgot how to watch shows at the pace of one episode a week. Usually with Asian dramas it’s at least two. That will be hard. 😊


The rest goes behind the cut, because there are spoilers there.Top and Mew

They are my favorites because I’m obsessed with ForceBook now. But damn – everything about them was so, so good. Top is a player and full of red flags, but he also seems to have a tiny little bit of real fondness for Mew already. Partly because Mew is such a novelty for him, and not like his usual conquests, sure. But some of it seems genuine for me. He looks so fond when Mew is jokingly describing how into Top he would be if they slept together.

And you can see steel behind Mew’s soft and safe outer persona. Like he’s a fluffy kitten, but you know he has sharp claws. And of course all the making out on the kitchen counter was super hot.

There will be so much drama with them, I can’t wait. And I still hope for a happy ending for them. What can I say, I’m a sap. But it there will be angst and heartbreak I will love it, too. 😊


Boston and Nick

Neo is excellent as a bad boy. That arrogance, those sexy looks, but also you can see vulnerability underneath, and that longing he has for Top although he’d never admit it, of course.

Also hey, that was Drake – I remember him from Bad Buddy and A Boss And A Babe. Give me all random GMMTV boys as Boston’s hookups, please. 😊

And Mark is very cute as Nick. And he’s not some innocent, oblivious cutie, he knows what he wants, and he takes it. And their making out was super hot, too. But for now I don’t really care for them as a couple yet. We’ll see if it changes after a few episodes more.


Sand and Ray

There’s Khaotung being the saddest drunk spoiled rich boy ever. His pining for Mew is visible from space. He is such a mess. But I admit that only Khao’s acting talent and personal charm keeps Ray from being very, very annoying to me. He’s not my kind of character. And then there’s First looking beautiful in black leather, being so cool and rolling his eyes in the background at all the antics of our messy group of friends. Their chemistry is great, of course, and they have this antagonists-to-lovers dynamic I love, but for now I’m on the fence if I can see them working out as a couple.


Chuem

I like what I’ve seen of her so far. But there wasn’t much in the 1st episode. And I desperately want more. And her love interest will be played by the newbie actress Nonnie Pitchaporn Kirdpan, who’s Nanon’s younger sister. I can’t wait to have her here already.
maggie33: (sexy icon 1)
Saturday, August 12th, 2023 01:43 pm
Marry My Dead Body

It’s the cute, funny and surprisingly touching Taiwanese supernatural LGBTQ+ comedy on Netflix. It even made me teary-eyed at the end.

It’s about a rude and homophobic police officer (Wu Ming Han played by Greg Hsu) who is forced to marry a ghost of a young gay man (Mao Mao played by Austin Lin) who had been struck and killed by a hit-and-run driver. It happens because of the machinations of Mao Mao’s loving and super cool grandmother, who promised Mao Mao that she would live to see him get married one day, and she wanted to keep that promise even after her grandson was dead.

Together they fight crime. 😊 And they try to find Mao Mao’s killer before Mao Mao’s ghost can move on in the afterlife, and then be reincarnated. And slowly they fall in love in the process. I mean, ok, they learn to love each other and their relationship is never defined, although yes, I think it’s supposed to be read as enemies-to-friends trope. But IMO you can absolutely read it as a romantic love.

A bit more with spoilers behind the cut.Because come on, Mao Mao sacrifices his ghost self to save Wu Ming Han’s life. And Wu Ming Han when he’s dying and asked what he’s so desperately looking for says very seriously “I’m looking for my husband” when he can’t see Mao Mao around.

The ending is bittersweet in the sense that yes they found Mao Mao’s killer, and Mao Mao got closure with his dad, but he left to be reincarnated and Wu Ming Han is alone and clearly missing him a lot. Although he has a cute dog now, and he did get a new family in Mao Mao’s dad and grandmother, who treat him as a son in law.

There are a few fics on AO3, but they are all in Chinese. I hope there will be fics in English in a near future.


And here are recs for two wonderful canon divergence AUs for KinnPorsche and Not Me.

coffeehouse play (79965 words) by AirgiodSLV
Chapters: 28/28
Fandom: KinnPorsche: The Series (TV)
Rating: Mature
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat/Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat & Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun & Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun & Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat/Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat & Porsche Pachara Kittisawat
Characters: Kim Khimhant Theerapanyakun, Porsche Pachara Kittisawat, Porchay Pichaya Kittisawat, Khun Tankhun Theerapanyakun, Kinn Anakinn Theerapanyakun, Macau Theerapanyakun, Vegas Kornwit Theerapanyakun, Pete Phongsakorn Saengtham, Arm (KinnPorsche: The Series), Pol (KinnPorsche: The Series), Chan (KinnPorsche: The Series), Korn Theerapanyakun, Big (KinnPorsche: The Series), Tawan (KinnPorsche: the Series)
Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Sibling Feelings, Slow Burn, Asexual Character, Found Family, Reconciliation, Mafia Politics, Chess Metaphors
Summary:

Sometime after the food is gone and the iced teas have been refilled, Kim realizes he’s just listening to Porsche tell stories and Porchay talk about music. He's not thinking about how to turn the conversation to his advantage.

They don’t seem to mind that he’s quiet, or that his additions to the conversation are stilted, censoring everything he can’t say about himself and his life. They don’t push him when he evades personal questions. They fill his awkward silences with jokes and banter with each other. They listen whenever he finds something to say.

He can’t tell whether he’s pretending to be Wik or pretending to be Kim, or something else entirely.

It’s…nice.

(or, Kim meets Porsche first.)




ten thousand craters where it all should be (68617 words) by KouriArashi
Chapters: 15/15
Fandom: เขา...ไม่ใช่ผม | Not Me (TV 2021)
Rating: Teen And Up Audiences
Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply
Relationships: Sean/White (Not Me TV 2021), Black/Tod (Not Me TV 2021), Black & White (Not Me TV 2021)
Additional Tags: Alternate Canon, Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Mystery, Family, Angst, Developing Relationship, Hurt/Comfort, Families of Choice, Class Issues, Corruption, Imprisonment, Past Child Abuse, Self-Harm, Panic Attacks, Solitary Confinement
Summary:

White, newly returned to Thailand, looks for his brother but can’t find him. Instead, he finds the garage gang.

“Hey, Black! Where the hell have you been? We said ‘lie low for a few days’ not ‘go AWOL for over a week’!”

“You know Black?” White demanded, and the other man blinked, confused. “Ah - my name is White. I’m Black’s twin brother. I’ve been looking for him.”

Or, the AU where Todd doesn’t put Black in a coma so someone else steps in to solve a problem for Tawi.



And I guess I will be still paying for GagaOOLala, because I just watched a trailer for the new Taiwanese BL drama Kiseki: Dear To Me about a medical student and a gangster, and I’m intrigued.


And it’s Only Friends day today. In more or less four hours I will be able to watch the 1st episode. Yay!
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 3)
Wednesday, August 9th, 2023 07:24 pm
The Jungle

Episode 5 was pretty good and very entertaining. Mostly because Nanon was wonderful as expected.

More with spoilers below.
He looks beautiful dressed all in black, and he has great chemistry with Mild playing Nithan. And I love Nithan a lot, too. She’s adorable and straightforward and she doesn’t take any shit from Nannam. Who’s instantly smitten with her, even though he doesn’t want to admit it for a long time.

And fuck yeah, Hunter, being so ruthless with a journalist that tried to infiltrate his secret club. Please, make Hunter a mastermind and a villain, show, please.

But wow, episode 6 was like catnip for me. I’m officially in love with this drama. 😊

Spoilers here, too.
Codependent twins with tragic past, who are ready to die for each other or kill for each other? Sign me up. When Nanfah grabs the barrel of the gun Nannam is holding and presses it to his forehead and says “Shoot me, so I’ll know you chose that women over me”... ♥ ♥ ♥ Damn, I admit I ship them a little. 😊 I love Nithan and her and Nannam are a cute couple, and I like their happy ending, but that’s canon. I still want Nannam/Nanfah fics so much, I hope there will be at least a few.



I also finally watched Long Time No See. And it was fine – good chemistry, good acting, nice dose of angst and dark themes, and a happy ending. But I didn’t really connected emotionally with it, and I don’t feel fannish about it.


And here is the official trailer for Dangerous Romance. It’s GMMTV’s new drama with Chimon and Perth. And it looks good? I like Chimon, he’s a good actor, but I didn’t care for his and Perth’s secondary pairing in Never Let Me Go, so I wasn’t really interested in this drama before, but I kinda am now. There is class difference, rich boy/poor boy romance, and a lot of angst and drama. Could be fun. I think I’ll watch at least the first two episodes. It starts airing on August 18th.


One more thing – they presented four main character teasers for the 2nd season of Arthdal Chronicles yesterday. I know the 1st season didn’t have good reviews and many people didn’t like it, but I loved it, so I’m very excited for this, even without Song Joong Ki. You can see all the teasers here on Dramabeans.
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 2)
Sunday, August 6th, 2023 05:45 pm
Heartbeat episodes 11-12

That was a bit disappointing for me.


More with spoilers hereI don’t like that they turned the second female lead into a mean and jealous villain as soon as she was rejected (and very gently at that) by the male lead. I thought you were better that that, show.

Also there was a lot of cuteness for our main couple, so I expect a lot of angst in a next few episodes before the happy ending. Not sure if I want that.


The Jungle episodes 3-4

So ridiculous, but very entertaining. And I really hope that Hunter is the mastermind behind everything. I would love to see Mix as a villain. I’m sure he would be great.


The Uncanny Counter season 2

I watched the three available episodes (it’s on Netflix), but I don’t know – it doesn’t work for me as well as the 1st season did. So Mun is overpowered, and the villains are rather meh for now. And I admit I have troubles with accepting Kang Ki Young as a villain. He’s a great actor, but before I only saw him as a dorky sidekick in Bring It On, Ghost and a kind boss in Extraordinary Attorney Woo. On paper his character is the kind of villain I really should like, but something isn’t working for me here. Ah well, it’s still entertaining and funny, and full of found family feels, so for now I will be watching.


Also My Dearest with my beloved Nam Goong Min started airing, there are two episodes on VIKI already, but I’m waiting with watching until a few more episodes are available.


As for recs – fanvids first.

A Boss And A Babe – Gun/Cher

somebody to you

more of you


The Eclipse – Kan/Thua

you & me


Vincenzo – Jang Han Seok

Unholy

Therefore I Am


And two more things:

A short interview with Jeff Satur for GQ Thailand - 5 Songs that define me

BTS vid for Moonlight Chicken episode 8 - basically 4 minutes of Earth and Mix kissing, and Fourth watching all the takes and being so adorably shy and blushy about it. :)
maggie33: (sexy icon 2)
Monday, July 31st, 2023 07:05 pm
Wheee!!! The official trailer for Only Friends is here. Yes, I’ve already watched it twice. 😊 It starts airing on August the 12th. I can’t wait. And I apologize in advance to all of you, because I’m certain I won’t be normal about it. 😉
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 1)
Friday, July 28th, 2023 05:10 pm
Last week was bad. I was sick, again. Thankfully it wasn’t my heart this time, but still, ugh... And this week I caught a cold. A mild one, and I worked, just from home, but still nothing pleasant about it. I feel better today so here is hoping that next week will be finally sickness free.

And here is my drama watching report.

Heartbeat – I watched all the available 10 episodes. It’s very cute, funny and cozy. There is some angst, of course, but not too much, and I’m sure there will be a happy ending. I’m very grateful for this drama, because it cheered me up a lot last week.

Taecyeon is good and very handsome. His character is so sweet. And he has good chemistry with the female lead played by Won Ji An. I haven’t seen her in anything else, but she’s great here and I love her character so much.

And here is a great interview with Taecyeon (in English) about the drama and a few other things.


The Jungle – two episodes aired and I watched them. It’s not good, but entertaining in that ‘don’t have to think too much, and there are a lot of beautiful people to stare at’ way. But it’s very chaste considering the subject. I mean, I know it’s a GMMTV drama so there won’t be a lot of explicit scenes. But still, these guys are apparently players seducing women left and right. And all we’ve got for now was one awkward kiss. 😊

Also the guys are pretty boring for now IMO, even Nanon’s character. Well, ok Mix is cool and he looks great. But at least the women are definitely more interesting than men. I already like Gale a lot. And Irin. So for now I’m in it for them.


I’m also looking for the next cdrama to watch. I watched half of the 1st episode of When I Fly Towards You, because all the reviews were so glowing. And it’s cute, I guess, but it’s about teenage love and it’s always harder for me to get invested in that, and here I didn’t. So that one is a no for me.
maggie33: (sexy icon 1)
Sunday, July 16th, 2023 07:25 pm
Go away, you stupid heat, I feel like I’m dying here. It was 36 °C today, damn. But thankfully we’ll have only one more day of this, and then the temperature is supposed to be back to more normal 26 °C. Here is hoping. *sigh*


But let’s talk about something more pleasant. The re-watch discussion posts on [community profile] sid_guardian made me nostalgic for the drama. I don’t always have the energy to take part in the discussions, but I love reading them. I even checked the snippets of my unfinished Guardian fics, because I missed writing Chu Shuzi/Guo Changcheng. And then I instantly had an idea for Chu/Guo/Ye Huo fic. Because I’m all about rare pairs these days and apparently Chu Shuzhi/Guo Changcheng is not rare enough for me right now. 😊


Speaking of rare pairings – in the last two weeks I posted two new short Big Dragon PWPs (see below). And I did finish the 1st draft of my Big Dragon mafia AU. It’s twenty thousands words of mostly filthy smut with a little bit of plot sprinkled in between all this sex. I’m feeling very accomplished. 😊


Your body is a map of pleasure (1346 words)
Rating: Explicit
Relationships: Mangkorn Akira Chitsanupongkul/Yai Alangkan Singhawatthanachok
Additional Tags: Possessive Behavior, Rimming, Anal Sex, Porn with Feelings
Summary:
Yai was sleeping, lying on his stomach, his right cheek resting on the pillow, both palms slipped under it. He was breathing softly through his nose.

Mangkorn leaned in and inhaled deeply. Yai smelled good, warm with sleep, the scent of sex still clinging to his skin. He was naked lying with his legs spread a little, looking so tempting and ready for the taking.




Do it to me one more time (1861 words)
Rating: Explicit
Relationships: Mangkorn Akira Chitsanupongkul/Yai Alangkan Singhawatthanachok
Additional Tags: Plot What Plot/Porn Without Plot, Light Dom/sub, Butt Plugs, Anal Sex, Light Spanking
Summary:
The party is pretty boring. Right now, tipsy and a bit tired after dancing, Yai can’t even remember what the occasion is. One of his friends’ cousin’s boyfriend’s birthday, perhaps?

Speaking of boyfriends – Yai’s own boyfriend is looking almost unfairly good in a black shirt that drapes so alluringly over his broad shoulders. And after dancing with said boyfriend and rubbing repeatedly and shamelessly against his body with the enticingly familiar feel of his hard muscles under Yai’s palms, Yai is now a bit sweaty and very horny and he wants nothing more than for his boyfriend to bend him over and fuck him until he is screaming with pleasure.

maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 2)
Wednesday, July 12th, 2023 07:20 pm
The weather here is not good for people with heart problems. It’s too damn hot already and it’s supposed to be even hotter (around 33 °C) this weekend. Gah... I think I’ll spend Saturday and Sunday watching dramas and reading fanfic, with maybe a short walk early in the morning when it’s not yet so damn hot.


Speaking of drama watching – I’m thinking of dropping Numbers. This week’s episodes were so boring, I can’t even tell what exactly happened in episode 6 because I fast-forwarded through half of it. And they introduced an annoying love triangle. No, thanks.


But there are good news, too – a new drama with my beloved Nam Goong Min starts airing on August the 4th, probably on VIKI. It’s called My Dearest, it’s sageuk set in Joseon during the Qing invasion, and it looks wonderful. Here is the teaser.


And in my quest to use my Gaga subscription to the fullest while I’m still paying for it I tried a lot of dramas there lately.

My Ride – half an episode watched. Pretty fluffy and to me boring. I could maybe give it another episode or two, but I found both leads not hot and with no chemistry.

The Tuxedo – three episodes watched. It’s very short, just 8 episodes (each episode is only 20 minutes long), but I hate self-centered and arrogant male leads, and boy, was Nawee like one of the worst examples of this trope. Also it’s rather badly written and actors are pretty weak, too. I managed three episodes because this time I found both leads very hot, and more importantly the music and the opening song were composed and sung by Jeff Satur. I’m willing to forgive a lot for Jeff Satur’s music. 😊

Mr Cinderella – again I managed only half an episode. IMO it was even worse than The Tuxedo when it comes to writing and acting.

I will watch the winner of my poll Long Time No See soon. Just not yet, because, from what I read about it, it’s rather angsty and dark and I have to be in the right mood for it.

And in the meantime I tried Papa & Daddy. It’s Taiwanese BL about a happy couple, a restaurant owner and a popular youtuber, who raise a son together. Now their son is three years old and goes to the kindergarten for the first time.

There are two short seasons with 6 episodes each. I watched the 1st season and I liked it a lot. The actors are very good and have great chemistry. It’s cute and mostly fluffy, and very touching when it talks about more serious things, like raising a kid while being a gay couple, and coming out. One episode even made me teary-eyed.

I did want to watch the 2nd season, but the last scene of the 1st season kinda soured me on that for now. We’ll see, maybe I will try to watch it later.


And let’s end this post with two more trailers for Thai dramas.

The first one is a BL drama – Thai version of Cherry Magic with Tay and New.

Cherry Magic


And the second is not BL, but with a lot of very familiar actors - Mix, Off, and Nanon amongst then.

The Jungle

The plot doesn't sound like something for me. To quote MyDramaList: "Rendezvous is the name of a secret bar located in Thong Lo. It's the gathering place of The Jungle, a group of good-looking young men often out on the hunt. They don't love and don't form attachments." But I still plan to check it out. Mix looks so beautiful, and I so want to see Nanon playing twins, one evil and one good (at least that’s what it looks like from the trailer). 😊
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 3)
Tuesday, July 4th, 2023 07:16 pm
Those episodes were pretty good and enjoyable. They go out of their way to make accounting and spreadsheets look cool and exciting. It’s so cute and it makes me laugh. Especially when there is dramatic music swelling as our heroes do something as mundane as reading files, but oh so dramatically, or even when they drink coffee and make a thinking face, and things like that. And I give it to them - they even managed to include a car chase. Heh... I know they try to make a dry and complicated subject gripping, without all the action being just, you know, talking and explaining what all those intricate accounting terms mean. Sometimes they succeed, sometimes they don’t. But for now the chemistry between the two leads saves the drama, at least for me, and I’m willing to overlook all the boring bits.

And the boring bits for me include the villains. I find the villains so disappointing. Well, ok, the main villain isn’t that bad, I guess, even if he is a bit boring. But his loyal henchman is played by a very weak actor, and on paper it’s a character I should love, but every time he’s on screen my finger itches for a fast-forward button.

And I have one pretty big complaint, though, and I hope they will do better in the next eight episodes. The female characters, unfortunately, are underdeveloped, and like Dramabeans review for these two episodes said:

“I’m desperate to see a female character in this show do something besides provide emotional support for the men!”

That could become something that hinders my enjoyment of this drama, but I’m willing to give them a couple of episodes more to see if anything changes.

And for now I enjoy the overdramatic accounting, and the slashiness is very nice, too. And yes, they absolutely know what they’re doing. More about that below, with spoilers.


Read moreIn episode 3 Seung Jo and Ho Woo have a meaningful conversation, and Seung Jo says very sincerely to Ho Woo: “If you stay where you are, you’ll get hurt. There’ll be no one to stop you from falling.” Aww, he cares so much already.

Later Ho Woo relates this conversation to his friends and roommates. I love Jang Ho Woo’s roommates. They are so sweet and supportive, and protective of him.

So this is that conversation:

Ho Woo: “If you stay here you will get hurt”. When he said that it felt weird.”

The girl roommate, with a cheeky smile: “So, he made your heart flutter?”

Ho Woo, blushing: “Gosh, seriously. Well, I almost felt like he was sincere.”

The boy roommate, faux seriously: “Oh. You can’t afford to feel another man’s sincerity recklessly.”

LOL they are both so great.


And in episode 4 there is this scene when Sung Jo and Ho Woo bond over a bottle of wine in Seung’s Jo apartment. And when Seung Jo gets drunk and falls asleep Ho Woo’s tenderly covers him with a blanket. Awww...
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Thursday, June 29th, 2023 06:55 pm
Numbers

It’s a revenge drama about a young man, who starts working at the prestigious, but corrupted accounting firm. He wants to take it down from within, because that firm was responsible for destroying his grandfather’s company and his life.

I enjoyed the first two episodes, but right now I feel like I want to watch it mainly so I can read and enjoy Dramabeans review. Because the review of those first two episodes was hilarious and it made me laugh. For instance this:

“I chose this drama for one reason: to see implausibly attractive accountants tussle over spreadsheets like warriors locking eyes across a battlefield.”

Heh, that was my reason, too. That and the presence of Choi Jin Hyuk as one of the leads. I loved him in Tunnel and wanted to see him in something else.

And I have to say that it reminds me a bit of The Devil Judge. I mean – there is a charismatic and morally ambiguous older man, who is using an idealistic younger man for his own goal, and slowly starts to become emotionally attached to him. Chemistry is not as explosive between two male leads in this drama as it was in The Devil Judge, but still, it’s there and it’s nice. And I do ship them a little already.

This drama is available on VIKI.


The Veil

I missed my beloved Nam Goong Min so I started The Veil re-watch. And really this drama wouldn’t be even half as good without him. And I appreciate again how you take one look at Han Ji Hyuk and you can clearly see that he’s a ticking time bomb that will explode for sure, you’re just not certain when or what will set it off.


Heartbeat

Taecyeon’s new vampire drama started airing (on Amazon Prime), and I glanced on Dramabeans review of the first two episodes. Their opinion is that it’s cheesy and fun. Something for me then. 😊 I think I’ll wait until a few more episodes air, and then I will decide if I want to pay for another subscription or if I want to try finding it through other sources.
maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 2)
Saturday, June 24th, 2023 01:35 pm
My visit with a new cardiologist went very well. I have new meds and they work well, too. I’m feeling, maybe not full of energy yet, but a little bit more energized. It’s a great feeling.


And now about fannish good things.


The official trailer for Zee and NuNew’s movie After Sundown is here. It’s like Cutie Pie, but with ghosts. 😊 It’s a movie, so I don’t think it will be available on Youtube, but I still hope they will make it available for the international audience somehow.


And since I missed ForceBook I re-watched A Boss And A Babe and then I watched Enchante. It’s their first drama, and I heard before that it was not good. And yeah, it’s not good. I wouldn’t say it’s horrible or unwatchable, or anything like that. But it’s boring and rather dull, and I fast-forwarded through almost all the scenes without Force and Book.

The best thing about it was Force’s character Akk. Force is great as Akk. Akk is kind and sweet and funny. But Book’s character Theo is just bland. He’s very pretty, so you know, he’s nice to look at, but that’s all there is with him for me. And IMO their kisses here are so awkward. They are so much better at kissing in A Boss And A Babe. 😊


And after that I watched Moonlight Chicken again, and found even more things to rave about. Another post with squee might be coming soon.


I also watch the kdrama Doctor Cha. It’s pretty good and I enjoy it. Or rather I did for the 11 episodes. I watched episode 12 yesterday and I didn’t finish it, because everything about it was rubbing me the wrong way. I’m so disappointed right now, and thinking about dropping it. I’ll give it a few days more, and then we’ll see.

But even as I was watching previous episodes it was a very shallow enjoyment on my part, I couldn’t get emotionally engaged. And there was one big reason for this. I’m talking about it below with minor spoilers.


Read moreThe drama clearly wants me to be interested in Cha Jung Sook’s husband, and it wants the viewer to find him and his behavior amusing, I guess, even if at the same time despicable. I don’t. I just find him realistically horrible sexist jerk, who was cheating on his wife for years. Why would I want to watch that? I love villains, as everybody reading my dreamwidth knows, but he’s not some great villain, he’s just a small-minded asshole and I don’t see anything enjoyable or entertaining about him. I often fast-forward through his scenes, because I can’t stand him.


I also started watching another Kdrama Bloodhounds a week ago and I watched 5 episodes for now. And I like it a lot, and here I am very emotionally engaged. Woo Do Hwan is wonderful, there is a great bromance that lends itself very well to shipping (and I do ship them a lot, and I’ve already checked if there are fics on AO3, and there are a few, yay 😊). A few scenes were a bit too brutal for me, so I do fast-forward a little sometimes. But all in all it’s an entertaining drama.


And I started paying for GagaOOLala because of Our Dining Table and it was totally worth it. That drama was adorable and heart-warming and made me smile so much. And if you’re watched it and maybe didn’t notice, there is the 11th episode – a holiday special. And it’s also wonderful and super cute.

I don’t want to cancel my subscription yet, so now I feel like I should watch something else on Gaga to justify me paying for it. 😊

And I always forget that I can make polls now, so let’s make a poll. If you are a lurker or just passing by you can vote, too, if you want. 😊


This poll is closed.
Open to: Registered Users, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 6


What should Maggie watch on Gaga next?

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Minato’s Laundromat – Japanese BL with age gap slow burn romance between a laundromat’s owner and a 17 years old high-school student
0 (0.0%)

Long Time No See – a short Kdrama about two assassins who fall in love with each other
4 (66.7%)

Mr Cinderella - Vietnamese BL about the unlikely romance between a doctor and a gangster.
1 (16.7%)

The Tuxedo – Thai BL about a romance between self-centered rich boy with a serious social phobia and a talented designer
0 (0.0%)

My Ride – Thai BL about a romance between a motorcycle taxi driver and a medical resident in Bangkok hospital
1 (16.7%)

Past Senger – Thai BL about a high-school student from the nineties, who travels in time to year 2022 and meets an introverted architecture student
0 (0.0%)

maggie33: (strumiłło mandale 1)
Monday, June 12th, 2023 08:25 pm
On Saturday I spent another three hours in the emergency ward at the hospital – I had the same symptoms as before only worse. I’m going to see a new cardiologist tomorrow, so wish me luck. I used to live in Warsaw for 20 years and I have a very good doctor there and I still go to see him once a month, but that was enough when my health was much better. Now not so much. Now I need a doctor available here when I have an emergency. Luckily I took this week off work, so not having to go to the office for five days definitely helps.


But now let’s talk about BL news, because I have two and they are so good. 😊

Firstly - we are getting the 2nd season of Choco Milk Shake. Woohoo!!!!!! More Milk and Uncle, pretty please.

Secondly - Only Friends started shooting and there are a few pics already and I’m shaking with impatience. I want to watch it so much.

Here have a poster and I’m putting pics of three couples and a few more shooting pics behind the cut.



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Neo and Mark



First and Khaotung




Force and Book




Shooting pics